Soon holiday but no break..

Just left a comment on david watson's blog about designing and music which definitley go hand in hand for me especially when I'm at home working by myself. in sweden we always did the work in a design studio where everyone and their desk and the music was always on, i like to have movement and sound around me realised that i easily feel a bit isolated sitting at home working and never leaving the house some days before a deadline is coming or maybe not even the bedroom where i do most of my work, a bit sad really. Now when the holidays are coming there are no long trips out to Eltham which is nice but definitley long hours at home working, realised that hgis break means no hours in school but i defintley have a lot of work to do on myproject...Thank god for that music then otherwise I think I'll go insane..About the alcohol thank god for that to, red wine makes it so much easier to stay up those long hours before a deadline, hopefully i don't have to re-do this year because i don't know what alcohol units a week more deadlines like this would take me up to..

work

took a break from cadding up drawing and went loooking trough the blogs, so much good work going on and realised that maybe i should do some blogging too, don't know what to post tough really, started working on the project again today afte getting some inspiration on monday but at the same time realising how much there is to do and think about,think i need to do a list..well have spent some tought about junctions of my materials and am definitley coming closing to a solution...

Definitely a thinker...

Lots of decisions to be made for the moment, why does it have to be so difficult?? Definitely feel like a proper thinker for the moment, lots of things going around up there in neverending circles, trying to get stuff down on paper to make definite conclusions but it's just not working..trying to go back to concept, main ideas and why i'm making these decisions which just makes me more confused and adding my confused definition of how I wanna use sustainability I'm just totally confused, not able to make any decisions or any work...Have literally just been staring at my work this week, picked up the pen quickly on Tuesday but put it down very fast again...Think I got designer's block if that exists...With this lack of work I've concentrated on other stuff like house hunting instead, need to move in April, always liked looking for houses in Sweden but must admit that after couple of hrs searching and 3 viewings here in London I realized it ain't gonna be much fun, just a pain until something shows up and it's so time consuming..Maybe that's why I didn't get anything done.. Oh well I hope there will be a better week next week schoolvise and more productive..And why aren't bamboo native to the UK??? Would solve so many of my sustainablity problems since native planting is my sustainable planting concept but i like bamboo, and gleditsia and i'm soo bored with my idea....maybe feel better about it tomorrow..=)